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Wednesday, October 17, 2012 6 deg of separation; the script You've read the books,  You've watched the shows,  What's the best way no one knows, yeah,  Meditate, get hypnotized. Anything to take from your mind. But it won't go You're doing all these things out of desperation,  Ohhh woah,  You're going through six degrees of separation. You hit the drink, you take a toll Watch the past go up in smoke. Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that,  I'm better now than ever, and your life's okay Well it's not. No You're doing all these things out of desperation,  Ohhh woah,  You're going through six degrees of separation. (No, no, there ain't no help, it's every man for himself) [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/the_script/six_degrees_of_separation.html ] You tell your friends, yeah, strangers too,  Anyone'll throw an arm around you, yeah Tarot cards Gems and stones,  Believing all that shit is gonna heal your soul. We'll it's not, no No there's no starting over,  Without finding closure,  You'd take them back,  No hesitation,  That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation Chorus: First, you think the worst is a broken heart What's gonna kill you is the second part And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself Fifth, you see them out with someone else  And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little. - Why am i putting myself through hell and back? Tell me, what should i do? i miss the old him...  i miss the times where my phone will be buzzing with his messages that lights a smile on my face i miss the times where i feel like his number one,  if i was mia, he would 'hunt' me down when i need him, he's always uncannily around. i miss the times of random surprises.. its all jaded moments now i miss the times when he was oh so protective over me, but it seemed to be for someone else. i miss... until i could no longer stand to miss him any how. has he changed? or did i?  our life's path diverges as it just converged.